Immaturity

Hi. For today, let's talk about 'Immaturity'. :) What popped out your mind once you heard that word? Childish? Insensible? Oww... No matter what, it's not a bad words, though. :)

To me, 'Immaturity' is a kind of beauty. However, this is the definition of Immaturity: Behaving in a way which is not sensible and is typical of people who are much younger.
Well, now you know. So, do you pose the characteristics of immaturity?

Immaturity is priceless. Not everyone does have immaturity. You could not simply get it even if you really yearning for it. Well, some of you may think: Who wants immaturity after all? -.-

You, may be a mature person. But, have you thought about what maturity brings you?  Being mature, a person would think carefully before doing anything. Conversely, an immature person may not do so. He or she may do anything they like, without any consideration. Therefore, immature people will be happier than mature people because they usually don't consider of too much things that would upset them. Hahah :D

Normally, an immature person would not know him/herself is immature.
However, those who always remark people as an immature person are not necessarily a mature person too.

So, no matter mature or immature, just let it be :)
Don't try to increase your maturity intentionally.
Everyone on earth is innocent and immature naturally.
Their immaturity disappears gradually as time passes.

Now, you probably realise a thing after reading.
The immaturity of mine :3

You are only young once, but you can be immature all the lifetime.

Merry Christmas! :D

Merry Christmas everybody! :3
Christmas is Jesus's birthday. Please don't forget the important figure while celebrating Christmas. Have a peaceful heart. And forgive everyone.

I am having such a boring Christmas day.I think my Christmas Eve was better than today. I slept during the day and enjoy during the night. At night, I went to a Christmas party which will be held every year. It's like a family reunion.

After that, I headed to church. Since I was an early bird, I could get the seat I like. That's my favourite seat, the 2nd row. Hahaha.. The first thing I did after taken the seat was putting my bag beside me so as to reserve seat for someone. :3 It was a Holy Night. The atmosphere in the church was really GREAT. None of the seat was left empty. That's normal on Christmas. I started to feel nervous when the mass was going end. The time that shown in my phone was 00.00! Merry Christmas! Everybody in the church was wishing and shaking hands with each other. Me, walking here and there with a friend, accepting wishes from people. Haha.. I could see smile and joyfulness in everyone. :) It's an extraordinary special occasion. I like the atmosphere at that moment.
I couldn't understand that why must my family leave there so soon?!
I missed a thing la!

Hahaha... Anyway, MERRY CHRISTMAS! X)

My Christmas Presents. :3

12-12-2012! ♥

Such a special date will only appear 10 times in every 1000 year.
It has the day, month and year with the same figures.
Looks beautiful.

Today, 12-12-2012. :)
My memory.

Chicken rice

I was asking Piglet to tell a food name. At the same time, chicken rice popped out of my mind. After that, he replied me: Chicken rice. Wow.
So, I'm gonna talk about chicken rice now.

The last chicken rice I ate was a plate of chicken rice at the highway food court 2 days ago. I was in KL. Before eating the plate of chicken rice, I had my lunch with my father and his clients. It was a good meal. I was the only girl among them. Ohh :3
After the lunch, we left the clients.
We drop by at the highway food court.
I ate a Daily Fresh ice-cream, cookies flavour. Actually I wanted the black sesame flavour. But it was finished sold out.
After that, I ate the chicken rice I mentioned just now.
In the car, I ate a piece of wafer which I bought at the Daily Fresh stall before. It was peanut butter+chocolate flavour.
 :3
 
Haha... I felt happy.

Outdated. So what?!

"Outdated"

Pardon? :O There's no such word in my vocabulary.

If you really like something, it doesn't matter if it's outdated. People often like things according to the current trends. But to me that's not necessary.  Songs, culture, games, languages etc...No matter what it is, to me, I don't need to follow those current trends.

Outdated. So what? As long as it still exist in this world, it's not outdated. Compared to the current trend, it's a treasure. Oldies songs, outdated games...etc. Who cares? As long as I like it. :)

The last day of November

Hi. Today is the last day of November. Time flies really fast! I can't even catch it.
November is wonderful. This might be the last November.
Goodbye, farewell.

Fear

Fear is the frightening thought that causes anxiety or worry. Fear gives you negative thoughts and reduces your self confidence. Fear must be present only while doing unwanted immoral actions and not for darkness or anything else. Fear is the first hindrance towards for all your actions. A coward is never appreciated but only made fun of by others. In contrast, one who is fearless to tread any path wins the appreciation and gains a lot of confidence and courage. Fear has the tendency to spread like wild fire and is also contagious. Hence, we should keep fear out. Fear increases the challenge and will not help to come out of the crisis. But when we try to analyze after a while, we see that it was highly silly to have developed fear for such trivial things and we try to scoff at it. "Fear is the lengthened shadow of ignorance". The first step towards wisdom is to conquer fear and remove it from our minds. So, be wise.

1-11-2012

Today I woke up nervously.
I went to school as usual.
I reached school and was sitting there.
I realised that I was late.
I continued sitting for a while.
Then I got up.
And trudge to the stairs.
I found out I was really late.
I speed up my step forwards.
Finally I reached my class.
I took a deep breath and stepped in.
Exam was going to start soon.
The first subject was moral values.
After that, it’s recess time.
I was roaming along the corridor.
And tried to find some refreshment.
After recess, Biology exam took place.
After that, it’s Biology paper 3.
There was 10 minutes left.
I quickly finished constructing the graph.
Finally, I finished.
I finished the last paper on time.
However, things not yet done.
The last thing was the most important.
I wished Sunshine Tan Happy Birthday.  

And gave her the present.

Finally it’s in her hand.
I smiled.

Pressure released.

Mission complete.

 

It’s a boring season…

Being in a dark situation

I can see a light ray from far away
Deeply yearning to escape from current circumstance
And touch the light as soon as I could.

 

I see a hope in the light
I feel it’s waiting for me

 

Day by day
I get nearer and nearer to it
And I truly believe
One day I will reach the light with full of glory.

U
 

It’s exam…. I am in a condense state… Do not touch me…G

This Friday

Oh... It's Friday again, my beloved Friday.
Today, as usual, I went to the school.
There was a Chinese assembly, my favourite assembly.
After that, Moral subject took place. This is the most enjoying period.
Then, it's English period. I hate it because the teacher didn't come.
And the thing that made me really angry was, the English teacher did not touch our exam paper at all! We couldn't get our English marks. What a lazy teacher! I am really angry as I look forward to get my English paper very much. Okay,forget it.
After that,it's recess time. As a prefect I have my own duty.Felt so boring while I was on duty.
Finally, it's the most boring period, Physics. We learn the new chapter,Light. It's quite fun.
Then it's time to go back!

And, tomorrow? Don't know how will it be.

A wonderful day

Today, 16 September, is my friend, Jocelyn's birthday! But you didn't come to church today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I was so angry and dissapointed. Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to her :)
Today I went to visit my mother's aunt which is also my grandmother's sister.
She came back from England with her husband, uncle Richard.
But their children didn't come :(
Every time when they back to Malaysia, our relatives will get to eat a lot of exotic food, yummy :P such as chocolate they bring back to us ;)
Family gathering!
I took a photo with uncle Richard too.

He is such a friendly person.

Because he suffered stomach upset every time he come.Because of our local food! OMG /.\The most important thing is that he can speak pretty well in English. :)



After that, I went to badminton court to play badminton.
I was totally worn out. Never did I took part in such an explosive exercise in this year.
I played badminton with my sister and my father. Obviously, they could play better than me. Unlike me, I don't have a good skill and I panted easily and seriously.
I was nearly fainted. I was really lack of exercise.
But nevermind, now I have got the chance to go to the badminton court every week. I will practise hard to improve my skill and ability. And start a healthy lifestyle.


The first time I entered the badminton court,
it was very hot and no air flow.








Actually tonight got a party for mooncake festival too, but it had been cancelled. :(
I love mooncake!

This week

It's an exam week. I could tell that this week is not my week. I sleep after 11 every night.
I never prepare well for my exam. Everyday I am very stress and lost of spirit.
Depress, dissapoint and heartache!

None of the exam paper I could finish on time.
But nevermind, it's just a monthly test.

17-8-2012 A Sweet Memory

Yippee~~:D It's 17th August again! This year is quite special than the previous years! I had received 3 birthday wish messages in the morning and another one at night.

The most special event was, I went Jusco with.... with SUNSHINE TAN! Perhaps that this post is specially write for her. Because no one would read this besides her,right?
The first place I went after I reached Jusco was the toilet, I was so... nervous. That's why I hid in the toilet first. Then, I saw her!  ♥.♥!!
After that, ...erm...Well I am not going to tell that as we are the only ones who know the story.

I've got 4 birthday presents this year. Although that's not more than last year, but I will cherish them more than last year.

Lastly, I would like to thank Sunshine Tan, who accompany with me during my birthday, Har Kar Yan, the first person who gave me present. I also wanna say thanks to my parents and everybody who wished me. THANKS A LOT! I felt appreciated.

This is an awesome birthday ever... I will never forget the SWEET MEMORY X)

14-7-2012

Today,14-7-2012, is a really happy day because of some unexpected events.
At the morning, I met a friend who was my classmate 10 years ago.10 years ago, we were classmates! It is not easy for anyone to say '10 years ago', but I did it, hahaha. I felt so glad that she is still very slim, slimmer than me. She is 4kg lighter than me and she doesn't look like a 16 years old girl.!

At the noon, I received a phone call... no, it was many phone calls, from a friend who lived in Kuching. Yes, it's her again. Finally, I answered the phone call. She said that she was now at Johore.What a big surprise! At that moment, I felt so excited. Then, we decided to meet each other at Jusco as I would be there for my organ lesson.

Just when I came out from the Yamaha, ♥.♥! I saw her, she was beautifully dressed. We were so excited at that moment. Then we began to chat and walk around. I did many things that I will only do when shopping with her at Jusco, such as eating potatoes and playing the 'drum game'. Unexpectedly,we met a mutual friend at the play station. She was my primary school classmate. See, how lucky?

We walked all around Jusco and buy food to eat. We really enjoyed and the most amazing and ridiculous event was, we had our first kisses..! OMG... It happened accidentally when we were eating a piece of mango mouth-to-mouth.But actually it's not so terrible.We just had a very,slight,upper,lip touching accidentally.Then we laughed and rushed into the toilet. I could hardly swallowed the last mouthful because I couldn't refrain from laughing. Hahaha!

After that, my dad brought us to Tea Garden for dinner.We shared a plate of cheese spaghetti. Today I really ate a lot of unhealthy food.Haha...Finally,after our dinner,her family arrived to fetch her. We had no choice but to say goodbye.

Anyway, we both had have fun and enjoyed. Today is really awesome and splendid and more than what I could describe! I won't forget it.
We took many pictures too, these are some of them.

Title:

Into my life___At home 1

I am the eldest child at home. And currently I'm the second tallest person at home. I have my dear grandmother at home. Everyone said that she dote on me the most compare with the other siblings. We sleep in a same room and use the same bathroom. And there is a little creature, called Tumbymouse, which is a purple mouse that I own.I own this creature since I was a baby and I gave her that name when I was six. I love this creature so much that I look on her as a living thing. Besides, I will be very uncomfortable when she is not around. I was once lost this creature due to my 'addiction' to her. At first, I thought that my grandmother had thrown it away but after 2 years, I knew it was actually kept by my mum in her office.Because she return it to me after 2 years, 2 YEARS!! Beside that, I found something which is odd. Because the day before my mouse was missing,my mum told me to hide it in the store room so that my grandmother can't find it. But I insisted to keep it with me. Nevertheless, my grandmother still have the opportunity to sneak it away at the next morning. What I am gonna tell is, MY MUM HAD BETRAYED ME!
I could hardly survive during the 2 years. But at last I felt so glad and touched that I wasn't gonna lost it forever.

Into my life___At school

As every student do, I go to school from Monday to Friday.
School life is indeed dull. We all follow the same routine again and again.The thing that I really can't bear with anymore is that I,went to school everyday and I felt meaningless everyday.

OK, let's change the topic. I have many friends in my school...Err no, not so many. But in my class, there are only 3 which are DO, RE and MI. Well, DO sit beside me in the class. She is so good. While RE, I am don't feel like to talk about. And Mi, who is at 4 Sn 2, she always like to make new friends and, our chance to be together is become lesser and lesser. Plus,this year is gonna end soon. And I my plans seems to be failed.

In the past, I was very optimistic. But I felt so depressed and pessimistic recently. I don't know why,it's just that way.

Anemia

Read this! It may be helpful to YOU, the one who suffered from anemia.

Anemia is typically diagnosed on a complete blood count. Apart from reporting the number of red blood cells and the hemoglobin level, the automatic counters also measure the size of the red blood cells by flow cytometry, which is an important tool in distinguishing between the causes of anemia. Examination of a stained blood smear using a microscope can also be helpful, and is sometimes a necessity in regions of the world where automated analysis is less accessible.

My Vacation ")

I went to Malacca and KL during my vacations. It was a 5 days 4 nights trip.
I have taken a lot of photos. HeHa... So happy! I would like to share all of them.
Please enjoy and give some reaction :D

On the way to Malacca

~*.*~

My Malacca house

A beautiful scenery at A'Famosa

Delicious!

Sungai Long!! My grandma's sister's house.

A long canal that link to twin towers.

Can you see the twin tower?

Does he looks like German?

Is this a holiday?

Due to my terrible boredom in this holiday, I have came out such a plan:

• Finish my holiday homework (Copy 14 Chinese essay)
• Study the history textbook (6 chapter.If I study one chapter each day, I will finish the entire textbook in 6 days time)
• Study the Biology textbook (2 chapter)
• Compose a short story.
• Draw 5 pictures

Currently, I have finished the first plan. The second one is in the process.
If you thought that I am hardworking, then you are totally wrong.
I just prefer to do that instead of sleeping and being bored.
What I really wanna do in my holiday is neither complete that stupid plan nor sleeping and being boring after all. Actually I desired to do something special in my holiday such as travelling and playing.

Task accomplished!

27 May 2012

Awesome.Today I spent my day with music. It was gonna have a challenge today.
I woke up early in the morning.
After having my breakfast with my family, we went to Grand Parragon hotel where the 'Electone Festival' is held.

Before the competition begin,there was a sound check session for all the contestants,which means each contestant was given a chance to play his/her song with the electone on the stage and check whether there is any problem. When it reached my turn, I played very well and I did not have any problem.

The occasion was started at noon.I entered the auditorium. I was the third contestants. Cool! I was so satisfied.Because the earlier you turn, the earlier you can relax and enjoy other contestants' performance. Before it reached my turn, I was very nervous. But not as serious as last year. When the MC said: "Next I would like to invite Vanessa Wong." I walked towards the stage steadily with heels! Then I took my position on the stage. As the MC read: "Her hobby is playing electone, drawing, as well as travelling.....She enjoyed this song very much and she hope you will like it too....", I charged in my pendrive and prepared for my song. Then I nodded my head to her,means that I am ready. Then I started to play.
Once the music had started, sound problems occurred, I quickly stopped it and played again as other contestants will do when sound problem persists.Thank God that the sound problem was only occurred at the beginning. I played the entire song very well. When I finished playing my song, I started to hear the applause given by the audience. I went in front of the stage, with a smile, I bowed.Splendid! I've done a good job.

Now, I could sit back and enjoy the other contestants' performance. They all have good performance too. I was swaying my body with the rhythm of their music. How enjoyed!

Actually this is a regional competition.The results will be announced on the first week of June. Contestants who are selected can get into round two which the competition will be held in KL. But I never expect that I could get in.It is already enough for me to just take part in this regional competition.Plus it is not easy to break into round two as only one contestant will be selected in each category.
I've got a medal and a certificate.My parents and teacher felt so happy with my performance. I felt a great fulfillment.

I really had a good time today!

May

Hey there, here I come again!
I've never touch my laptop for a month. What a long silence I've been made.
Well, do you know what I was busying with during this month?

May, a month that filled with hustle and bustle.
First, I was busying with my mid-year exam. This exam was held for about a month.
During this period, I studied every day. So stress but no choice.

Beside preparing my exam, I was to prepare for my electone contest too.I was going to take part in the 'Electone Festival' which is an electone contest that held once a year.                 
I tried to spend at least half an hour each day to practise my performance song.
I felt very mad because that I have to deal with so many tasks at the same time.
But after the exam I could focus on practising organ. I practised my performance song for several hours during these few days. And my fingers and nails are now in a terrible condition because I was practising the song very explosively.

This is my diary for these few days:
24 May
Exam was over. We have fun at school.
After I came back from school. I took a bath.
OMG... My organ teacher arrived before I could take my lunch.
She was to bring me to the music centre for practising my song.
I practised for the whole day. When I reach home I took my dinner,bathed,and straight away went to sleep. So tired.

25 May
I thought I will be very boring today. Everybody said that they don't want to come to school.
But anyway, I decided to come. I thought that I could enjoy the day alone in my classroom.
But I was wronged, there was still some classmates who present.I felt so disappointed but not only because of that. But I was no longer feel like that because I never came for nothing. I have got advantages and information. And I got some of my exam papers too.

26 May
Practically, I spent the whole day with organ. Because the contest was on the next day.

So, as you can see,how busy was I during this entire month?

I failed

I fear.

IfearIsadIcried.

Kitty cat

You may wonder whose tail is it.
Well, this is my cat's tail.
It had brought a lot of joy to my family.
Sometimes it was naughty,
Sometimes it was funny,
And sometimes it was bright.
I had always bully the poor cat just for fun.


This was the most funny event:
I knew that whenever when I wanna get nearer to the cat,it will quickly run out of the house through the window. Thus, before I get nearer to it, I first close the window. Then.....Hehe,guess what had happened?
The cat ran to the window and "poww~", it crashed the window. Aww~ it was hurt! Haha...


I know I was very bad, but I swear that I won't do it again. I am sorry!
I have no chance to do it too even if I wanna do. Because the poor thing has died(28 July 2010,10:15p.m.). Hope that this cat will live in peace forever.

My ANGEL :)

See! Who is she?
Hehe~ She is an old friend to me.
We became friends since 7 years ago.
She lives in Kuching currently.Now we can only see each other once a year, which is every end of the year.

This photo is so sweet,I love it! XD
Taken on 30 December 2011.

EAT

  
What is the definition of eat? To me the eating is not only for nutrition,but it's also for enjoy. I always eat very slow because that I want to enjoy my food. Even eating a small piece of biscuit, that's called enjoy too. Normally, I take about 15 minutes to finish a meal. But when it comes to special meal,such as having meal at a fast food restaurant, I will take even up to 30 minutes to enjoy eating.  It is really wasted to finish a delicious meal in a short time, must take a longer time to enjoy what, isn't it ? :D

So, next time when you eat, remember to eat slowly, chew slowly, and eat less in each mouthful. This is also a healthy eating habit!

Savour each mouthful of your food.
Enjoy and be appreciate!

A dull holiday again...

Y~A~W~N~~~~~!!! What a boring holiday again><
I have to deal with my homework everyday!
And I can't manage them very well!
Especially Physics and Add Math homework!
They really pull me down to the hell!
Doing Add Math is often end up with mad and sigh!


My holiday plan is totolly fail /.\  
I cannot hang out anymore!
I cannot play games anymore!
And I cannot sleep in peace anymore! (Because of my destroyed holiday plan.)


Now there are 3 days left...
Is there something else for me to do?
Or any chance for me to make my holiday plan become successful?

Exam is over

Yippee! Exam is over, it's time to break!

It was really stress during these few days, we have to manage 4 subjects for each day....! What the? The teacher who made this timetable is really poor in organisation. But I am gonna forget all those matter. What I have to concern about is.............my school holiday! There is many things that I wish to do during this holiday. I wanna hang out with friends, play games and sleeeeeeep as much as I could. Hahaha......

Finally, I hope that you will enjoy your holiday.
Happy holiday! :D

So sad...

Form 4 life is not as easy as I thought before. It is full of stress and also boring.I thought that Form 4 life will be very happy. But I was wrong. Almost everyday I have to stay back at school for additional lesson and co-curriculum.So I am so busy everyday because of school.  

Actually I've also thought that I will have more friends in this year, but I was wrong again. It is not easy to make new friends as we grew older.       

 The real friendship is build only when we are young.

異常な顔

私はもう誰もが、奇妙な探して英語教師を紹介する待つことはできません ！
これは私の第一印象は、英語の先生です。
彼女の唇は、あまりにも厚いです ！彼女の唇が彼女を見てたびに私の注意をキャッチします。彼女の唇の色はピンクです ！
彼女の唇の横には、何か彼女の顔について間違ってもあります。
彼女の顔の皮膚は、本当に、非常に異常です。
たぶん彼女がされて書き込み顔長い時間前に、この原因彼女の表皮は皮膚し秋に唇だと思います。
彼女の顔は通常の人間の顔のように見えるしていません。

その横には、彼女は常に試みにもかかわらず、彼女は、マレー語である英語の口調で話します。しかし、とにかく、私はまだ彼女のマレー語の音を聞くことができます。英語ミックス マレー語の音のトーン？それはひどいね。


とにかく私は、彼女は良い教師であるとは思わない。私に、彼女は私たちの英語の先生に十分なことはできません。ご存知ですか？ 彼女はも「安全」意味を識別することはできません、及び明らかに save。
最悪ですね。


実際には、英語を教えて別の先生です。彼女は、彼女よりもはるかによいです。右我々 のレッスン彼女と今日、持つ必要がありますが、私たちのクラスに来ていない教師厚い唇をしている英語の先生を言った。何、か。私は彼女が怒っていた。


結論では、このような教師をして幸運です。

An abnormal face

I can't wait anymore to tell everybody about a weird-looking English teacher!!!!
This is my first impression to the English teacher:
Her lips are too thick!!! Her lips catch my attention every time when I look at her. And the colour of her lips is pink! 
Beside her lips,there is something wrong about her face too.
The skin on her face is really rough and very abnormal.
I think she might have burned her whole face long time ago,and this caused the epidermis of her skin and lips to drop.
Her face doesn't looks like a normal human face.

Beside that, she always try to speak with English tone even though she is a Malay. But anyway, I can still hear her Malay tone. English tone mix with Malay tone? It sounds awful.


Anyway I don't think she is a good teacher. To me, she is not capable enough to be our English teacher. You know?she cannot even identify the meaning of "safe" and "save" clearly.
Terrible right?


Actually, there is another teacher who teaches us English. She is much more better than her. By right we were supposed to have a lesson with her today, but the English teacher who has thick lips told the teacher not to come in our class.What the?! I was so angry with her. 


In a conclusion, it is so unlucky to have such teacher.