Yay I can fly!


The wind was so strong, strong enough to shift me off the ground. Yipee! I can fly!
I was drifting in the air of the street of Pelangi Indah, tynna keep myself balanced. Finally, got to move steadily in the air. There were many cars below me. The drivers were all amazed by the breathtaking scene. They opened the window and cast me an admirable sight. I felt so glad and smiled at them.


The sky was going to turn dark, yet I was still on my way home.
Finally the night had come. The electric was cut at that area. Two of my friends were walking home with me, one at each side. When we reached a corner, we noticed that the street that we had to use to continue our journey was totally dark, it was just like what you see when you close your eyes in dark. I started to feel scared. Upon deciding whether we should take that street, he took out his handphone and illuminate the street. By then we stepped onto that street and continued our journey with alert.




The SPM results finally came out.
According to my results slip, I got an E for my Malay subject! And a C for my Chinese.

Road regulations exam day

Finally, today is the day I was going to take my road regulations exam after one month of reading. Frankly speaking, I like my road rules book so much. It's very interesting and it can also help reducing my boredom during my holidays.


I woke up at 7:30 today, and washed up, ate breakfast, and do some revision. I felt so nervous while waiting for the van that was going to fetch me. The van reached my house at 9:15. I got into the van, I was the first passenger.


After that the driver went around to fetch other people. When it reached a place, there were two boys getting into the van. After a while, I noticed that the side face of the Indian boy sitting at the front looked like one of my Indian boy classmate. Anyway I hoped that wasn't he. Finally I was sure that it really was he after I got down from the van when I reached the destination. He smiled and waved his hand to say hi to me. I smiled at him.
No matter how he had bullied me in form 1, we were classmates for quite some years though, so I still felt happy that I could meet him again today.


The first test was vision test, it was to check that whether you have colour blind or not. You need to get all correct in this section in order to proceed your test. Luckily I got all right. Then I headed to another place to take the real road regulation exam. My seat number was 2. It was a computer test. I typed my IC number and chose the English language and started the test. It was quite easy. I passed the exam with high score at the end.


After that, I went Tea Garden to eat the Cheese baked rice with spicy tomato and fish that I had been craving for sometime. It's so delicious. This food contains high cholesterol. Even so, I couldn't resist myself from taking it.
The layer of baked cheese covered over the fish and tomato rice. It smelled really nice.
I ate it slowly and savoured well in each mouthful.

3 years old

Hehe, I remember that was my favourite age. I had always been happy for being 3 years old. Maybe I liked the number 3. I had a pink dress that I liked so much. I always ran and hopped around my big house. Days were happy. My grandmother was the one who had used to feed me food everyday. And I also had a good mouse that live with me, until now. 

2 year old

Hmm... I've started crawling maybe. :3

1 year old

Similarly, I can't remember anything that happened at this age.
There might have been someone celebrating my one-year-old birthday for me.

0 year old

I don't remember anything that happened at this age of mine at all.
However, I remember that one of my childhood friend told me what she had experienced inside her mother. She told me that the surroundings was black red and dark and she couldn't see anything. She also said that she felt comfortable being in there.  Hahahahahahhahaa :3

Vomiting

Let's talk about my view towards vomiting today.


I'm very scared of being vomiting since young. Very very scared.
The places that I used to vomit on were bed or floor. Vomiting is always an unpleasant and disgusting experience.


Emetophobia, or fear of vomiting, is surprisingly common. The phobia can begin at any age, although many adults have suffered for as long as they can remember. Emetophobia may be related to other fears, such as fear of food, as well as conditions such as eating disorders and obsessive-compulsive disorder.


This is the result of my research about the symtoms of Emetophobia :
Most people with emetophobia rarely, if ever, vomit. Some sufferers report that they have not thrown up since childhood. Yet they constantly worry that it might happen.


And I noticed that most of these symptoms happen to me. I rarely vomit and the last I did was before the age of 12. And I always wish that I will never have to vomit again. I once said this : Come what may, cough, fever, flu or anything, I don't ever want to suffer from vomiting.
Because that's really awful.


So, could I have suffered from Emetophobia?







 

 

When can I go Out?

It's a Sunday again.
Sundays used to be a fun and joyful day.
Unfortunately, the new regulation this year has made everything turn into mess.
Now I have to go to church on Saturdays instead of Sundays.
I don't really like it and I cant accept this at all.
Lucky that I'm graduated, so I don't need to go to school on Sundays.  Hahaha.
Anyway, I end up staying at home every Sunday. What a waste.

A series of dreams during an afternoon

First, I dreamt of being in a fantastic wonderful playground. Many children were playing there. There were long swings, concrete slide and all sorts of well-designed facilities. They are all so attractive and fun to play, making me couldn't wait for playing all of'em. And I bet I would never find a playground as such in this country.


After that, I dreamed about exam. A male student in front of me was trynna cheat. He got caught at the end.


Then, I dreamed about school reopening. Many of the form 5 graduated students still came to the same secondary school, wearing the typical blue secondary school uniform. I felt so glad. But I noticed that one of my female classmate wasn't there. I thought she might already had a good college to go, so she didn't need to go back to this school. She's lucky.